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time heals. not all things, but helps make a sharp pain less sharp. that wash of remembered pain when you wake up, that sick feeling in your chest, that area right below your heart and above your stomach. that fades. and the present feels like forever, but the present will always be your past. it wont hurt like this forever, but will come in waves when you allow your mind to go back to that moment.



"You know whats weird? Day by day, nothing seems to change. But pretty soon, everything's different." -Bill Watterson

LARRY

I bought a deer head the other day. I named him larry.

stop and smell the roses?

do not hurry, do not rest.

I always wonder what I should be wondering about. Think to the future, say some. Forget the past, say others. Live in the present, still others say. I have a hard time not dwelling on the past, and I am for certain a "what if" kind of person. On the other hand, I am always moving forward, thinking strategically on my next move to better myself in the future. I am also for instant gratification, and love doing things that make me happy right at this exact moment. Do I have the perfect balance? Probably not.
I may have too many regrets, not enough planning for the future, and I may need to stop and just breathe every once in a while.

fickle heart woozy eyes

“There are your fog people & your sun people, he said. I said I wasn't sure which kind I was. He nodded. Fog'll do that to you, he said.”

the fabric of the cosmos

my mom says this blog is depressing...

wonder why

blowjob

life sucks.

Right Side Down and Upside Left

Most days, I feel like this: